Im alone sad someone kill me!

I recentley thought about doing it- and i cant come around to would people honestley miss me, i feel that i only live to see ur smile i adore u and u hurt me with the smallest things i love u always have and idk what im going to do without u im already dead idc what happens to me as long as ur happy and i yell scream and everything else but i love u i sent u a text telling u to fall off the edge of the earth suffercate cut ur throught and die and i didnt mean it i cried as i wrote that and everyday i do i cry all the time

Now tell me idont have feeling cuz i really do i have so much pain inside im fine outside but my insides are screaming help ,pop and gone i would be lost like that ud never see me again and thats how it will probly end if i die befor i wake i pray the lord my soul to take but he will have to take my icey cold heart because i sold my soul to the devil and ill never get it back

My life sucks and i miss her i try to replace and i never find a way to i miss u and im not tryin to make u feel bad or feel sad i want u to read this and speak nothing of it ever i love u so fuckin much and one day im going to kill myself to our song on rewind over and over and over again till i finaly bust a cap